“A day that comes with no thought, is a day that has no meaning”
i woke up this morning and i immediately thought about waht i was finna do today. i thought about it because i knew that i was already finna miss something. i think about waht i wanna do buht i cant let last nights mistake slip off my mind. i think closely and i wonder i almost lost her, buht we squashed it and got through it. it was the riight thing to do because i knew that i couldnt afford to lose this person close to my heart. i wanted this day to mean something, buht it cant for now. i still dont know whether everything is back to normal or if everything changed. ill think about it closely wehn i try to figure out waht im doing today. i miss her man, she made me happy at the end of the niight, and wehn i fell asleep there was a dream about the two choices she had and wehn she chose that choice me and her both wanted i smiled. i woke up and she wasnt there beside me on the phone. i love it wehn i sleep on the phone with her. buht she wasnt because she was knocked out like crazy. i had the best day of my life yesterday buht at the same time the scariest. today is a new day and i hope it goes good, i want her to call me and if she does that means alot. i started my tumblr just yesterday and venting on it is so soothing lol. buht i know from this day forth that in each day i wake ill think bout her because she makes my day have its meaning to move on closely and face the challenges of being so distant from her a reality. i cant slip, this girl means alot to me. a relationship shud have its bullshit before u get in it. i think we just experienced it, haha and we got through it so that means… the times with her are finna be the sweetest hardest yet funnest times of my life. buht me venting is so funny… heres some questions to ask urself.. waht makes u wanna wake up in the morning? waht do u think about wehn u wake up? waht does this mean?
